![]() ![]() Her answer, “I find you intimidating” sends a wave of power through me that reinforces everything I’ve learned about her so far. “You seem nervous,” I tell her while the paper surrounding her bran muffin crinkles in my hand as I unwrap it for her. I’m pleased by her understanding of our relationship so far and decide to break the silence. There are noises all around us, but she sits quietly, looking down toward the table in an appropriately demure position. A twist of pain comes from deep inside, a secret memory I keep hidden from myself, and I turn away from it, just taking pleasure in the thought of touch, inhaling the aroma of the coffee as it curls its warmth inside, a touch that can’t hurt. ![]() I wonder, just for a moment, what it would feel like to have those soft hands wrapped around me. Her hands wrap protectively around the cup as if seeking its warmth. These are the thoughts that run through my mind as I pour her a cup of coffee in the hotel cafe. My relief at hearing the ‘no’s come from her lips is nothing more than the dawning possibility that my search for a new partner is coming to an end. That submissive quality I sense in her is alluring and I’m in need of a new playmate. I choose my women carefully, based on attraction, yes, but there has to be more. I won’t admit it’s jealousy that this girl has been giving them her attention. Coffee scene from the perspective of Christian GreyThe unpleasant anger I feel toward the photographer and the guy at the hardware store begins to subside with each soft ‘no’ she utter s as we walk down the hall of the hotel after the photo shoot. ![]()
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